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[fortunexfavored]

 So. Turns out that after I knocked that cute guy out during our spar, he switched gyms. I feel extremely embarrassed, lol. I think I'll interpret this as fate kindly telling me that he's just not someone worth chasing after. On a lighter note, this means I get to have ice cream with An-chan soon~. LUCKYYYYY!

It's a bit weird to admit, but I've been feeling rather lonely, even when I'm in a crowd of people. I'm not sure if others happen to feel that way. We're all excited and laughing, but when we all have to leave, I just don't really want to lose that moment. Some people say that quiet is comforting and that's true, but I think I just like people a lot more than silence. I think they can tell me something a lot more interesting than maybe something stored in my own brain. Regardless of what someone has going on or if they think they're being boring, I will always be so interested in what they have to say. Is this cheesy? Am I???? Cheesy???? Don't even answer that question. :|

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[saypassion]

I don't think you're cheesy at all. It sounds like what you're describing is the difference between extraverts and introverts. I, like you, enjoy being surrounded by people, in particular with those I consider close. I think people are fascinating and I want to hear them talk about the things they're passionate about or what makes them feel grounded or what makes them tick. When I'm left alone with my own thoughts, I tend to wander and get lost. So, I just have to say that you're not alone in thinking that way.